“I can’t wait until the day I go to sleep without thinking about you. I’m tired of turning my room into a river of tears every night. I’m tired of messaging you every second thinking that you’re going to tell me that you miss me. My mind feels like it’s being tormented by a thunderstorm of sadness, and I just feel a gigantic hole in my heart. Maybe this is why I can’t breath properly. I’m tired of thinking about you and all of the things we use to do. I remember when you held my hand so tightly at the park that night and you told me I was the one you saw yourself turn old and grey with. I remember feeling daisies growing in my mind, but I swear right now it feels like someone invaded the garden that I had and took everything and gave it to someone else” she said.